卡梅隆·迪亚兹
小时候 妈妈说 When I was a kid, my mother told me that
我是一片小蓝天 I was a little piece of blue sky.
因为她和爸爸太爱我 所以才落到世上 That came into this world because she and dad loved me so much.
阿比盖尔·布雷斯林
后来我发现事实并非如此 It was only later that I realized that it wasn't exactly true.
姐姐的守护者
大部分人的降生只是意外 Most babies are coincidences.
我是说 那些飘忽在世间的游魂 I mean, up in space you got all these souls flying around
亚历克·鲍德温
寻找一个寄托的皮囊 ...looking for bodies to live in.
然后 地球上的一对男女做爱什么的 Then, down here on earth, two people have sex or whatever
杰森·帕特里克
瞬间...意外就此产生 ...and bang, coincidence.
苏菲亚·威希涅瓦
希瑟·沃奎斯特
人们常言如何计划 You hear all these stories about how
组建幸福家庭 Everyone plans these perfect families...
和 琼·库萨克
但其实 大家都出生在... But the truth is that most babies...
某个醉醺醺没有避孕的夜晚 Are products of drunken evenings and lack of birth control.
一切都是意外 They're accidents.
那些患不孕症的家庭才算有意计划怀孕 Only people who have trouble making babies actually plan for them.
而我 就是计划内的一部分 I, on the other hand, am not a coincidence.
我是试管婴儿 I was engineered.
为特定的目的出生 Born for a particular reason.
科学家取出妈妈的卵子 A scientist hooked up my mother's eggs and my father's sperm
和爸爸带有某些基因的精子结合 To make a specific combination of genes.
我出生是为了救姐姐的命 He did it to save my sister's life.
有时我不禁想 如果凯特很健康 Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if Kate had been healthy.
我也许还在天堂某处晃荡 I'd probably still be up in heaven or wherever
等待一个可寄托的皮囊 Waiting to be attached to a body down here on earth.
不论是否意外... But coincidence or not...
我都已诞生 ...I'm here.
导 演
尼克·卡萨维蒂
有东西要卖吗 What can I do for you?
14K金项链 九成新 Fourteen karat gold, hardly ever worn.
安娜
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这是我姐姐 凯特 That's my sister, Kate.
她快死了 She's dying.
蒙大拿省? 我看不懂 Montana? I don't get it.
这有意义吗 It looks like a whole bunch of nothing.
就是毫无意义啊 It is a whole bunch of nothing.
-只表现你和天空 -你怎么喜欢这些 - Just you and the big old sky. - Why do you like it?
不知道 我喜欢大的事物 辽阔的空间 I don't know. I like big things. I like wide-open spaces.
再说 我还没去过那里 Besides, it's the only place I've ever been.
妈妈和凯莉阿姨正准备晚餐 That's Mom and aunt Kelly making dinner.
凯特病了之后 我们家就变了 Since my sister got sick, things have changed.
凯莉阿姨只接兼职 Aunt Kelly only works part-time
妈妈辞去了律师的工作 And Mom quit her job as a lawyer.
她的人生只围绕一件事 让凯特活着 Her life now revolves around keeping Kate alive.
做饭和打扫都是用蒸的 Cooking and cleaning.
有机天然 还杀菌 Everything steamed, organic and germ-free.
-慢走 -再见 - Have a good night. - Bye.
也许你觉得我们家不正常 I guess you could say that we're a little dysfunctional.
但我们相亲相爱 为家庭付出 But everybody loves each other, and we do the best we can.
-那个不是词 -你又不懂语言 - That's not a word. - What about that language?
-衣服真好看 小女人 -不错吧 - Nice shirt, Sissy. - Good, right?
-妈妈 想看我们表演吗 -什么表演 - Mom, you wanna see our routine? - What routine?
-来吧 安娜 表演开始 -亲爱的 你为何叹气 - Come on, Anna, let's do it. - Baby, what's your sign?
-癌症 -你是巨蟹座的?(英语癌症与巨蟹座相同) - Cancer. - You're a cancer?
不 我是狮子座的 我得癌症了 No, I'm a leo-- but I have cancer.
-一点儿都不好笑 -很好笑啊 - It's not even funny. - Yes, it is.
-爸爸说得对 -段子很巧妙 - I agree with Dad. - It was pretty clever.
不好玩 一点儿都不好玩 It's not funny. It's not.
好了好了 看你生的孩子 Nice. Nice. These your kids?
对 我生的 问题是:你没份吗 Yes, they are. Question is, are they yours?
说没你信吗 宝贝 你的项链呢 You believe that? Hey, sweetie, where's your locket?
今天不想戴 Oh, I didn't feel like wearing it today.
-吃饭 凯特 -我在吃呢 - Eat, Kate. - I'm eating.
-不好吃吗 -很好吃啊 - Is it not good? - It's really good, Mom.
我也觉得好吃 It's good to me.
冰箱里还有麦豆 I have lentils in the fridge if you want some.
不用了 妈妈 I'm fine, Mom.
你不饿吗 You're not hungry?
她想喘口气吧 I bet she needs to breathe a little bit.
该喘口气的是你 Maybe you should try to breathe a bit.
我会慢慢喘的待会儿 Maybe I will a bit later.
恶心 Gross.
-你去哪儿 -厕所 你要一起吗 - Where are you going? - Bathroom, wanna come?
你待会儿要来我这儿喘口气吗 Will you breathe on me later?
虽然家有长年生病的孩子 Having a child who is sick is a full-time occupation.
布莱恩
—
我们仍能享受平凡的天伦之乐 We still enjoy the usual day-to-day happinesses of family life.
大房子 乖孩子 漂亮老婆 Big house, great kids, beautiful wife.
但平和的表象下 潜藏着裂痕 But beneath the exterior, there are cracks...
怨恨等负面情绪 ...resentments...alliances
动摇着我们生活的基本 That threaten the very foundation of our lives
我们的世界随时会崩塌 As at any moment our whole world could come tumbling down.
不知道几点开始 大概11点吧 I don't know when it started, but probably around 11
-怎么了 -你姐姐病了 - Hey, what's going on? - Your sister's sick.
发了一整晚的烧 She's been up all night with a fever.
凯特? Kate?
准备好了吗 走吧 You ready? Come on, let's go.
你真的要这么做? Are you sure you want to do this?
你这么做很白痴 知道吧 You know you're nuts, right?
-我马上回来 -好 我等你 - I'll be right back. - All right, I'll be waiting.
第一次见安娜·菲茨杰拉德走进办公室 When Anna Fitzgerald first stepped into my office...
我还以为是童子军来卖曲奇 I thought she was selling girl scout cookies.
坎贝尔
—
谢谢 Thank you.
-我的天哪 是你 -没错 就是我 - Oh, my gosh, it's really you. - It really is.
我叫坎贝尔·亚历山大 I'm Campbell Alexander.
-成功率达90% -91% - I have a 90 percent success rate. - 91
我能为你效劳吗 What can I do for you?
你看过我的广告 You've seen my commercials.
全都看过 所以我才来这儿 All of them. I mean, that's why I'm here.
嘉杰是条服务犬 不要碰它 Please don't touch. Judge is a service dog.
-服务什么 -我带着人工呼吸器 - What service? - I have an iron lung...
嘉杰帮我避开磁体 And Judge helps me steer clear of magnets.
请坐 Please, sit down.
-你的名字? -安娜·菲茨杰拉德 - What is your name? - Anna Fitzgerald.
我能为你效劳吗 安娜 What can I do for you, Anna?
广告真酷 That is so cool.
我要控告父母 诉求人身权利 I want to sue my parents for the rights to my own body.
请你再说一遍 Would you repeat that, please?
我要控告父母 诉求人身权利 I want to sue my parents for the rights to my own body.
我姐姐有白血病 My sister has leukemia.
父母要求我捐献身体器官 They're trying to force me to give her my body parts.
你要捐肾给她吗 You're supposed to give her a kidney?
她患肾衰竭几个月了 She's been in renal failure for months now.
你不想捐的话没人能逼你 No one can force you to donate if you don't want to, can they?
我父母认为可以 They think they can.
我还未成年 父母是我的法定监护人 I'm under 18, they're my legal guardians.
他们无权这样做 They can't do that.
我正要请你告诉他们 That's what I want you to tell them...
我的一生都被他们控制 They've been doing it to me my whole life.
如果凯特没病 我连生存权都没有 I wouldn't even be alive if Kate wasn't sick.
我是试管婴儿 I'm a designer baby.
父母养我当后备移植库 I was made in a dish to be spare parts for Kate.
你开玩笑吧 You're kidding, right?
这孩子没说谎 The kid wasn't lying.
自出生起 医生就开始移植了 The doctors started taking things from her the moment she was born.
脐带血 白细胞 Cord blood as an infant, white-cell transfusions...
骨髓 淋巴细胞 ...bone marrow, lymphocytes...
注射增加干细胞 然后取出 Injections to add more stem cells, and then they took them too.
但这还远远不够 But it was never enough.
你清楚不捐肾给姐姐的后果吗 You do know what will happen if you don't give your sister your kidney,
我知道 她会死 Yeah, she'll die.
我这里有700多元 So there's a little over $700 here.
虽然不够 但我只有这么多 我需要你的帮助 And I know that's not enough, but it's all I have and I need your help.
求你了 Please.
你真的要这么做吗 You sure you want to go through with this?
祝你好运 Good for you.
世事难料 It's hard to imagine now...
孩子还小 还没生病之前 But there was a time before all this happened...
全家都很快乐 When the kids were just kids, and everyone was happy.
莎拉
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宝宝 Hi, baby.
-姐姐呢 -在睡觉 - Where's your sister? - Sleeping.
我叫不醒她 I tried poking her and everything.
小猫咪 Hey, katie-cat.
早上好 小宝宝 醒了吗 Good morning, sweetie. Are you awake?
睡得好吗 How you doing?
太阳晒屁股咯 Rise and shine.
贫血 对吧 Anemia, right?
孩子那么小不会得白血病吧 Kids her age don't get mono, do they?
可能是病毒感染 Could be a virus.
要抽血检查 I'll have to draw some blood and run a few tests.
凯特的白细胞含量太少 Kate's white cell count's much lower than normal.
-什么意思 -还不清楚 - What's that mean? - I don't know.
她可能有自身免疫缺乏症 She may have an autoimmune deficiency.
也可能是化验出错 Could just be a lab error.
肿瘤学? Oncology?
那是癌症吧 But that's cancer.
菲茨杰拉德夫妇 Mr. and Mrs. Fitzgerald?
我是伊莲娜·福柯 I'm Ileana Farquad.
-你好 -你好 - Hello. - Hi.
我看了凯特的化验单 So I took a look at Kate's CBC.
她的白细胞值很低 Her white blood count is very low.
只有12%的前髓细胞和5%的胚细胞 She's also presenting with 12% promyelocytes and 5% blasts
这是白血病的病征 Which does indicate a leukemic syndrome.
白血病? Leukemic?
血癌 Cancer.
要做骨髓穿刺才能确定 I'll need a bone marrow aspiration to confirm...
凯特患的可能是 But it seems that Kate could have what
急性早幼粒细胞性白血病 Is called acute promyelocytic leukemia.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
呼吸正常 Respiration's normal.
圣乔医院懂个屁 St. Joe's doesn't know shit.
记得上次主任儿子和杰西玩 You remember when the chief's son was
跌断了左手吗 Playing with Jesse and broke his left arm?
医生居然给右手打石膏 They put a cast on his right.
我不会让女儿死的 I'm not gonna let her die.
你知道 对吧 You know that, right?
我不会让她死的 I'm not.
杰西
—
喂? Hello?
我们听到她咳嗽 We heard her coughing but
可她打不开门 你妈妈把门踢开了 She wouldn't open the door. Your Mom kicked it in.
妈妈踢门了? Kicked the door down?
我还没联系上他们 她大量失血 I haven't gotten in touch with them, she's lost a lot of blood.
要给她输液 输血小板 We need to get platelets and fluids into her.
-我不想她休克 -年龄体重多少 - I don't want her going into shock. - Her age and weight?
15岁 约90磅 对青霉素过敏 Fifteen, she's about 90 pounds, she's allergic to penicillin.
血压168 One-hundred over 68.
大本营 急救11号 Okay, base camp, rescue 11 .
15岁女孩 体重约90磅 We have a 15-year-old girl, approximately 90 pounds.
-血压168 -我的天哪 - BP is 100 over 68. - Jesus christ.
大家不说话 但人都来齐了 Nobody's saying anything but seeing everybody.
我也知道事态严重 Together lets me know that this is serious.
我们家亲戚不怎么来往 Our family is kind of disconnected.
爸爸的亲戚有钱但疏远 Dad's relatives are wealthy and distant,
妈妈的亲戚都很崩溃 And Mom's side drives her crazy.
所以除了凯莉阿姨外 So besides aunt Kelly...
非节假日或家庭大事都见不到他们 We never really get to see anybody except on holidays or disasters.
凯特的白血病又犯了 Kate's leukemia is back.
她撑不了多久了 She's no longer remissing.
血涂片上只有23%的白细胞 We've looked at her smear, and her leukemic cells are showing at 23%.
-多少算糟 -很糟糕 - How many is bad? - Any.
化疗有用吗 What about chemo?
化疗也可以 但凯特太虚弱了 It's an option, but Kate doesn't seem to take it very well.
现阶段化疗可能不起作用 And her cancer may be too far along.
要捐骨髓吗 So you need more bone marrow?
是的 但目前最严重的不是白血病 Yes, but the leukemia isn't Kate's biggest problem now.
她肾功能不全 She's lost the function of her kidneys.
肾衰竭 They've quit.
已经不行了 They're gone.
-都不匹配吗 -是的 - Not a match? - No.
我们是她父母 也不匹配? We're her parents, don't we have to be?
每个人都遗传两套白细胞抗原 Everyone inherits two sets of chromosomes containing hla genes.
父母只有1/200的机会 Unfortunately, there's only a 1 in 200 chance that parents
和孩子的白细胞抗原相匹配 And their children'll be perfect histocompatible hla matches.
杰西呢 What about Jesse?
恐怕也不行 I'm afraid not.
也许国家骨髓登记处 It's possible that a donor will crop up
会出现合适的选择 On the national bone-marrow registry.
你不是说无血缘的捐赠移植 I thought you said getting a
很可能出现排斥反应 Transplant from an unrelated donor was dangerous.
是的 I did.
但凯特的病情刻不容缓 But Kate's situation is time-sensitive,
必须放手一搏 And sometimes that's all we've got.
我有个非正式建议 I'd like to suggest something completely off the record.
兄弟姐妹中可能出现匹配者 Many times one sibling isn't a match, but another is.
你们有计划再要一个孩子吗 Have you considered having another child?
别灰心... Not to be forward...
脐带血治疗白血病 But umbilical blood can be an incredibly
功效卓越 Effective tool in treating leukemic patients.
堪称奇效 It's like a miracle.
你怎么确定下一个孩子匹配 How would you know that the new child would be a match?
-我们可以控制 -试管婴儿吗 - We could make sure of it. - In a test tube?
没错 通过胚胎植入前基因诊断 Yes. With preimplantation genetic diagnosis,
匹配率可达100% It would be a 100 percent match.
移植婴儿? A donor child?
这机会可不是人人都有 It's not for everybody.
法律上 我不能作正式建议 And legally, I can't even officially recommend it.
但脐带血确实疗效显著 But like I said, cord blood would be invaluable.
我们要试 Well, we gotta do it.
我们得试试 We gotta try.
事情就是这样 That was it.
培养皿内受精发育的试管婴儿 Grown in a dish, they would have an in vitro child.
100%染色体匹配的基因救星 A perfect chromosomal match who would be Kate's genetic savior.
有人要见你 Someone here to see you.
-莎拉·菲茨杰拉德? -我就是 - Sara fitzgerald? - Yes.
你被起诉了 You've been served.
这是什么 What is that?
"诉求医疗解放..." "Petition for medical emancipation by...."
什么意思 What does that mean?
"独立决策医疗事项 不受父母控制" "The ability to make future medical decisions independent of parents"
"不接受胁迫捐赠肾脏手术" "Not to be forced to submit treatment including donating her kidney."
安娜 这是什么 你搞出来的? Anna, what is this? Is this from you?
是 我请了律师 Yeah, I got a lawyer.
你要起诉我们? You're suing us?
亲爱的 你这怎么回事 Honey, what the hell is going on?
我不想再这样了 I don't want to do it anymore, Mom.
你不想再这样 你不想怎样啊 不想捐肾? You don't want to do it anymore? That's it? You don't want to do it?
是的 No.
你以为我想这样吗 你以为凯特想吗 Guess what? Neither do I and neither does Kate.
-别吵了 -我们别无选择 - Please. - It's not like we have a choice.
我有选择 我可以选择 That's the thing, I do. I do have a choice.
是吗 你不做? Really? Is that so?
-对 -你忘了她是你姐姐吗 - Yeah. - That's your sister. Have you forgotten?
-没有 -你知道不捐会怎样吗 - No. - Do you know what's gonna happen?
我知道 妈妈 我仔仔细细考虑过了 Yeah. Believe it or not, Mom, I actually thought about it.
莎拉 Sara.
你疯了吗 看她干的好事 Have you lost your mind? What is she doing?
你到底在想什么 她又在想什么 What the hell were you thinking? What the hell is she thinking?
我真不明白... I don't understand....
现在一起喷水 Let's hit it now, go.
菲茨杰拉德 Fitzgerald!
你老婆来电话了 叫你打给她 Your wife called, she said to give her a call,
很重要的事 十万火急 It's important. 911.
你怎么现在才告诉我 Just telling me now?
我又不是你秘书 自己去打你的烂电话 I'm not your secretary. Get your own frigging calls.
该死的 Goddamn it, gus.
好吧 说来听听 怎么回事 All right, let's hear it. What's going on?
好 Okay.
先不说手术有多危险 Forget about the fact that the operation is dangerous,
或者有多痛 Or that it would hurt...
或者我不想被开膛破肚 ...or that I might not want to have something cut out of me.
就说如果我只有一个肾 我该怎么活 But if I only have one kidney, then what happens to me?
如果我需要它怎么办 What if I need it?
永远不能去做运动 And am I really never allowed to play sports
不能加入拉拉队 不能怀孕 Or be a cheerleader or get pregnant?
不能喝酒 Can't drink.
如果我想活很久呢 What if I just want to live a long time?
亲爱的 你可以活很久 Sweetheart, you're gonna live a long time.
那你告诉我 Yeah, but tell me this.
如果移植手术不成功怎么办 What if the transplant doesn't work? What then?
她是你姐姐 She's your sister.
我知道 但我不想那么做 我不像你 I know that! But I'm not like you, Mom!
看看别的小孩 看人家都在干吗 I see the other kids, I see what they do.
人家去派对 去沙滩 They go to parties, the beach.
真不明白 你以前怎么什么都不说 I don't understand why you didn't say something earlier.
我该什么时候说 When? When should I talk to you about it?
你永远不在家 就把我扔给她 You're never home. You leave me here with her.
你说什么呢 Excuse me?
你根本不用勉强自己做不想做的事 You've never had to do anything you don't want to do,
你知道的 And you know that!
我根本就是什么都做 I always wound up doing everything, didn't I?
-你把她惯坏了 -别喊了 - You spoiled shit! - Stop yelling!
都安静一下 Everyone be quiet.
她有话说就让她说 We said she gets the table, she gets the table.
继续 Go ahead.
记得医生说如果我动了手术会怎样吗 Remember how the doctor said if I did the operation...
我一生都得很小心 ...I would have to be careful for the rest of my life?
可我不想一生都小心翼翼 谁想啊 But I don't want to be careful. Who wants to live like that?
-安娜 听着 -妈妈 我也很重要啊 - Anna, listen-- - I'm important too, Mom. I'm important too.
-现在... -别管我 - Hey, now-- - Let me go!
妈妈需要静一静 她有点儿难过 Mom needs to cool off a bit. She's a little upset.
我听到她说 Yeah, I heard her.
"让她滚 我再也不想看到她" "Get her out of here. I don't want to look at her face anymore."
看着女儿 我在想事情怎么会走到这一步 I looked at my daughter and wondered how it got from there to here.
-说实话 -好 - The truth, the truth. - Okay.
你觉得怎么样 All right, so, what do you think?
有点淡 A bit more salt.
再来一点盐 A bit more.
从我们决定人工受孕那一刻起 From the moment we decided to genetically conceive...
我想这一切就注定了 ...I suppose this was the eventual outcome.
这是我们的错 It was our fault.
既然决定对抗自然 那么这就是惩罚 We went against nature and this was our comeuppance.
难道真是我们把她逼太紧了吗 But have we really pushed her too hard?
一直以来是我们在强迫她救助她姐姐吗 Have we forced her into helping her sister?
那些小小的安慰和鼓励都是现实吗 All those little encouragements and rewards, were they real?
还是我们只在乎自己想要的 Or did we just want what we wanted?
事情发生的时候她还那么小 She was so little when all this started.
她是什么时候想要自己做决定的呢 When did she start wanting to make her own decisions?
-不要怕 -我要我爸爸 - It's okay. - I want my Daddy.
-我要妈妈 不要啊 妈妈 -不用怕 - I want my Mama! No, please! Mama! - It's okay. I know.
妈妈 Mommy!
答案就是现在 I guess the answer is now.
什么叫你不知道 What do you mean, you don't know?
她什么都不说 She won't talk.
她可能只是希望我们顾及她的感受 You know, maybe she just wants to be considered.
相信我 那是她的决定 Take the credit that it's her decision,
我不知道 可能她做得并没错 I don't know. Maybe it's not crazy.
难道你不希望她做器官移植吗 What, you don't want her to do it?
我没这么说 I didn't say that.
但是那违背了她的意愿 怎么行得通 But it's against her will, so how does that work?
-谁来抓住她 你还是我 -别激动 - Do you hold her down, or do I? - Don't be dramatic.
你抓她的脚 我抓她的手吗 You gonna take her ankles, I'll take her wrists?
-她不是小孩子了 你已经不能对她耍花招了 -我知道 - She's not a baby. You just can't trick her. - I know.
然后呢 So then what?
-我不知道 -给她吃安眠药吗 - I don't know. - You want to sedate her?
用手铐铐住她 告诉她我们去给她买冰激凌吗 Get handcuffs, tell her we're going to get ice cream again?
如果我们那么做 她一生都会觉得 Because if we do, every day for the rest of her life...
我们强迫了她 利用了她 ...she's gonna look at us like we forced her, like we used her.
她是对的 And she'll be right.
布莱恩 我没那么做 你到底站在哪一边 For chrissakes, Brian, I didn't do this. Whose side are you on?
哪一边? 我们还分派系吗 Side. What sides? Are there sides now?
她不想做手术 She doesn't want to do it.
11点的预约到了 Your 11:00 appointment is here.
我11点没预约 I don't have 11:00 appointment
等等 你不能进去 wait, you can't go in there.
放手 Get your hands off me.
亚历山大先生 Mr. Alexander
我是莎拉·菲茨杰拉德 安娜的母亲 I'm Sara Fitzgerald, Anna's mother.
行了 格洛莉亚 It's okay, Gloria.
你确定? 我不介意叫保安 Are you sure? I don't mind calling security.
没事 谢谢你 No, no. Thank you.
可以为你做什么 菲茨杰拉德太太 What can I do for you, Mrs. Fitzgerald?
加州未成年人独立的法定年龄是14岁 The legal age for emancipation of a minor is 14 in the state of California.
这是法律 你可以去查查 It's the law, you might want to check it.
安娜才11岁 小了3岁 Anna's 11, you're three years early.
我知道 她要试试 I'm aware, she's challenging.
不行 她太小了 She can't. She's too young to stand.
我做她的监护诉讼 I'm filing for her as guardian ad litem.
你算什么 家庭独立机关工作人员? As what? A family independence agency?
我成为美国公民联合会的志愿者15年了 I have 15 years as a volunteer member of the aclu...
除了这个 In addition to which
我还有你女儿亲笔签名的委托书 I have this power of attorney signed by your daughter.
这根本站不住脚 甚至都不合法 This will never hold up. It's not even legal.
安娜不想做器官移植 Anna doesn't want to do it anymore.
不管她是不是11岁 她都有自己的权利 And 11 years old or not, she has rights.
所以只要她想继续 我就会帮她 And so long as she wants to move forward, I am going to help her.
为什么 对你有什么好处 Why? What's your interest?
这不是你做的那种案子 This isn't a case for you.
-她没钱 -对我有什么好处 - There's no money. - What's my interest?
在11年里经历了8次住院治疗 Eight hospitalizations in 11 years...
6次导管插入手术 2次骨髓吸引手术 ...six catheterisations, two bone-marrow aspirations...
2次干细胞清除 Two stem-cell purges.
她是为了救她姐姐 She was helping her sister.
先不提及如流血 感染 擦伤之类的副作用 Not to mention the side effects, including bleeding, infections, bruising.
注射惠尔血 是促长激素 对吗 Filgrastim shots. Those are growth hormones, am I correct?
差不多 Something like that.
缓解呕吐的药 止痛的镇定剂 Drugs for nausea, opiates for pain,
缓释安眠药 Ambien for sleep.
并不适合青春期前孩子的药物 Not exactly the proper medication for a preteen.
任何治疗过程都可能会有风险和并发症 Every procedure had its risks and complications.
安娜理解 她觉得可以 Anna understood that, she was okay with it.
-是吗 -是的 - Really? - Yeah.
在她5岁的时候 At 5 years old.
天哪 你很厉害 你真的很厉害 Oh, my God, you're good. You're really good.
我看过你的广告 当然 谁没看过 You know, I've seen your commercials, right? I mean, who hasn't?
我一直以为你只是爱出风头的草包 I always thought you were some headline-seeking hack...
你居然真有一手 ...but you have real talent.
我差点就相信你关心安娜了 You almost had me believing that you cared about Anna.
搞笑 我也正想说同样的话呢 Funny, I was about to say the same thing to you.
菲茨杰拉德太太 Mrs. Fitzgerald,
你可曾想过 Did you ever say to yourself
"也许我错了 有点太过分" "Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I took it a little too far?"
法庭见 I'll see you in court.
你得起床了 You gotta get up.
你已经两星期没下床了 You haven't been out of that bed in two weeks.
-我很累 -你可以的 - I'm tired. - You can do it.
外面天气很好 It's a beautiful day outside. No.
晴天 对你有好处 It's sunny. It's gonna be good for you.
-我病得很严重 -你没有 - I'm too sick. - You're not too sick.
你只是抑郁 我不想给你吃抗抑郁药 You're depressed. I'm not gonna feed you antidepressants...
那只能让你更麻木 快点起来 ...they're gonna just make you more numb. Now, get up.
-不 -亲爱的 - No! - Hey, baby?
你能告诉我到底发生了什么事吗 You want to tell me what's really wrong?
我很累 你没听到吗 I'm tired. Don't you get that?
-我又病又累又丑 -够了 - I'm sick, and I'm tired, and I'm ugly. - Stop it.
不要再说我漂亮了 根本就不是 Don't you dare tell me that I'm beautiful, because I'm not.
也别说没人盯着我看 Don't you dare tell me that nobody's gonna stare at me,
因为人人都在看 Because they will.
-天哪 -我是个怪物 - Oh, God. - I'm a freak.
过来 Come here.
够了 到此为止 Okay, that's it. It's okay.
妈妈? Mom?
-谢谢 妈妈 -妈妈 - Thanks, Mom. - Mom, Mom.
好了 This is it.
我知道我快要死了 I know I'm going to die now.
也许我一直都知道 I suppose I've always known that.
只是不知道什么时候 I just never knew when.
我可以面对 真的 And I'm okay with it. Really.
我不介意被病魔夺去生命 I don't mind my disease killing me.
但我的家人也在受折磨 But it's killing my family too.
每个人都只关心我的血细胞计数 While everyone was so worried about my blood counts...
他们甚至没发现杰西有朗读障碍 ...they barely even noticed that Jesse was dyslexic.
看这里 有那么多小孩 Look at this place. You see all these kids around here?
他们有足球队 奥运会那种游泳池 They got a football team, this olympic-style swimming pool.
-马 -他们还有马 - Horses. - They got horses.
操场超大 泰山绳一直连到湖里 Massive playground here. Look at that Tarzan rope into a lake.
到处都是小孩 你在那里会很开心的 There's kids everywhere. You're gonna have a great time there.
怎么了 What?
拜托 那会像度假一样 Come on, you know this is gonna be like a vacation for you.
我会更努力的 I'll try harder.
不是那样的 看着我 It's not about that. Hey, look at me.
你知道有时候 You know how sometimes
你阅读的时候会觉得有点混乱 When you see things, they are a little mixed up?
这个地方的特别之处在于有老师 This place is special because they have teachers there
专门教你如何纠正 That will show you how to straighten it out.
-好吧 -我可不会 - Okay. - And I can't do that.
好吧 Okay.
你数学会学得很好 You're gonna get so good at math.
就一年 可以吗 It's gonna be a year, that's it, all right?
只是等你成绩提高 Just till your grades are up.
如果你不喜欢 就直接回来 If you don't like it, you come right home.
-可以吗 -好吧 - Okay. - All right.
对不起 杰西 I'm sorry, Jesse.
对不起 我吸引了全部注意力 I'm sorry I took all the attention
在你最需要关心的时候 When you were the one who needed it the most.
爸爸 我知道我占有了你的爱人 Dad, I know I took your first love from you.
我只希望有一天 我会把她还给你 I only hope that one day, you get her back.
妈妈 你为我放弃了一切 Mom, you gave up everything for me.
你的事业 你的婚姻 你的整个人生 Your work, your marriage, your entire life...
只是为了与我的病魔斗争 ...just to fight my battles for me every single day.
很遗憾你没能战胜它 I'm sorry you couldn't win.
我的小妹妹 你总是那么可爱 And to my baby sis, who was always so very little...
对不起我的病连累了你 ...I'm sorry I let them hurt you.
对不起我没能照顾你 I'm sorry I didn't take care of you.
本不应该是现在这样的 It was supposed to be the other way around.
给你样东西 I got you something.
这是我吗 Is that me?
我还没画完 不过... I'm not done with it, but....
德萨弗? 我以为她休假了 De Salvo? I thought she was on leave.
是的 但她现在回来了 She was, she's back.
阁下 很明显 Your honor, clearly
莫兰盖茨太太的生命已经受到威胁 Mrs Morangez is afraid for her life.
现在 At this time,
原告要求继续限制令 The plaintiff requests a continuation on the restraining order.
请起立 Stand, please.
莫兰盖茨先生 根据法庭的要求 Mr. Morangez, by order of this court...
你不允许出现在 ...you are no longer allowed
莫兰盖茨太太身边或住所1000码范围内 Within 1000 yards of Mrs. Morangez or her residence.
你知道1000码的概念吗 You understand how far a thousand yards is?
德萨弗法官经历过一次众所皆知的精神崩溃 Judge de Salvo had a very public nervous breakdown...
在她的12岁女儿被一个醉汉撞死后 ...after her 12-year-old daughter was killed by a drunk driver.
她休假6个月来抚平伤痛 She had taken a six-month leave of absence to deal with her grief...
这是她回来后第一次出庭 ...and this was the first time I'd seen her back in court.
你要进监狱了 You're going to jail.
-下一个案子 -感谢您 阁下 - Okay, next case, please. - Thank you, your honor.
48572 Four-eight-five-seven-two.
请律师到我办公室来 I'd like to see counsel in my chambers, please.
下午好 Good afternoon. Good afternoon.
怎么带狗来了 What's with the dog?
他是服务犬 阁下 He's a service dog, your honor.
那请它乖一点 Well, please make sure he behaves himself.
-我刚做了地毯清洁 -是的 夫人 - I just had these carpets cleaned. - Yes, Ma'am.
很高兴见到你 莎拉 Good to see you, Sara.
我不知道你还在接受委托 I wasn't aware you were practicing.
我本来没有 阁下 I wasn't planning to, your honor,
但申诉人是我女儿 but the complainant is my daughter.
怎么回事 律师 What's this about, counselor?
菲茨杰拉德女士的小女儿希望 Mrs. Fitzgerald's youngest child wishes to
从父母手中争取身体支配权 Be medically emancipated from her parents.
没有关于身体支配权的明确定义 There's no legal definition of medical emancipation...
至少在加州没有 ...not in the state of California.
这是一个新法律名词 It's one of those new age terms
亚历山大先生最近对这些很感兴趣 That Mr. Alexander has latched onto.
是 亚历山大先生早就大名远播 Yes, I'm well aware of Mr. Alexander's reputation.
他有一次企图在我的庭上起诉上帝 He once tried to sue God in my courtroom.
确实起诉了 阁下 Did sue, your honor.
杰罗姆·迪伦起诉加利福尼亚教区。 Jerome Dylan v. the diocese of California.
-而且我胜诉 -我记得 所以呢 - And I won that one. - I remember. So?
所以亚历山大先生期待您修改法律 So Mr. Slexander wants you to change the law.
11岁不能宣称独立 至少在法律上 An 11-year-old can't be emancipated, at least not legally.
我的委托人不是要求独立 My client is not seeking to be emancipated.
她爱她的父母并且愿意住在家里 She loves her parents and wants to live at home.
她只时不想再被开膛破肚了 She doesn't wanna be cut open anymore.
我已经读过申诉了 她到底要怎样 Yes, I read the complaint. What is it exactly that you're after?
有限地终止父母的权利 Limited termination of parental rights.
很好 很聪明 All right. Very smart.
很有创造力 假设你已有了此方面的先例 Very creative. I assume you have precedent?
是的 计生局诉丹弗斯一案 Yes, Planned Parenthood v. Danforth.
史密斯诉斯伯利案例 阿格里勒诉福罗里达案例 Smith v. Seibly. Agrello v. Florida.
辩方可以给出驳回的总结了吗 And defense is moving for summary dismissal?
对 今天 如果可能的话 Yes. Today, if possible.
安娜还太小 不能自己做决定 Anna's too young to make a decision of this size on her own.
她不知道自己想要什么 She doesn't understand what it is she wants.
她才11岁 每5分钟就有个新念头 She's 11 years old. She changes her mind every five minutes.
你知道小女孩是怎样的 You know how young girls can be.
天哪 对不起... Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. I....
亚历山大先生? Mr. Alexander?
都是为了那个孩子好 阁下 The best interests of the child, your honor.
好吧 我得见见安娜 她在这儿吗 All right. Well, I need to see Anna. Is she here?
在 但是我真的不希望她介入 Yes, but I was really hoping to keep her out of it.
不让她介入? 菲茨杰拉德太太 Keep her out of it? Mrs. Fitzgerald,
你刚说过 You just told me
你女儿不知道自己要什么 Your daughter doesn't fully understand what she wants.
如果你想今天出判决 If you want a decision today...
我得弄清问题所在 ...I need to find that out.
你有问题吗 律师 Do you have a problem with that, counselor?
-完全没有 -好 请她进来 - None whatsoever. - All right. Well, please send her in.
谢谢您 阁下 Thank you, your honor.
莎拉? And Sara?
关于凯特的事我很遗憾 I'm awfully sorry about Kate.
谢谢 Thank you.
请坐吧 You can sit down if you like.
想喝点什么吗 Want something to drink?
我有7喜 胡椒博士可乐和苹果汁 I've got 7up, Dr. pepper or apple juice.
-请给我7喜吧 -7喜 - 7up, please. - 7up.
谢谢 Thank you.
-你知道你为什么在这里吗 -知道 - So you know why you're here? - Yup.
挺恐怖的是吧 Pretty scary stuff, huh?
我也不喜欢大家都生我的气 Well, I don't really like everyone being mad at me.
我是说一直都得照顾姐姐 I meant having to take care of your sister all the time.
我不介意 我高兴照顾她 No, I don't mind. I like it.
你们关系好吗 You guys get along okay?
当然啦 她是我姐姐 Of course, she's my sister.
但那些手术 确实很可怕 是吧 But all those operations, it's gotta be pretty crazy, right?
不 不 停下来 好吧 No, no, no, stop, stop, stop! Okay, okay.
安静点 姑娘们 Quietly, girls.
这是医院 不是什么联谊会 This is a hospital, this is not a sorority.
-我需要你的尿样 -我现在尿不出来 - I need a urine sample. - But I don't have to go.
-那就喝点水 -我不渴 - Well, drink something. - And I'm not thirsty.
听着 丫头 我不喜欢你总顶嘴 Listen to me, young lady, I don't like a lot of back talk.
喝不喝水 随你便 Drink, don't drink, I don't care.
但你得给我尿样 But you just better fill it.
-泼妇 -就是 - What a bitch. - Right?
我会给她尿样的 I'll fill it.
-绝对高质量 -不是吧 - Nice and warm. - No.
-准备好了? -是啊 - You ready? - All set.
等一下 Oh, wait a minute.
有点浑浊 我再过滤一下 Looks a little cloudy. I think I should filter it again.
这下好多了 你觉得的呢 Much better. What do you think?
你真恶心 You are disgusting.
你也一样 And so are you!
你看我 哭得像个白痴 Look at me, crying like an idiot.
你不像白痴 You're not an idiot.
我每天都会碰到白痴 I see idiots every day.
你和他们一点也不像 You're not even close.
好点儿了吗 You okay?
刚才想起什么了 Where did you go?
-我能问个问题吗 -说吧 - Can I ask you something? - Shoot.
她死的时候是怎么样的 What was it like when she died?
迪娜吗 Who, Dina?
对 我想知道你是什么感觉 Yeah, I mean, what did it feel like?
抱歉 I'm sorry.
我不该提这事 I shouldn't have said anything.
有时候我会口无遮拦 Sometimes I just think things and then say them.
你认识迪娜? Did you know Dina?
不 No.
-不认识吗 -她比我大 - No? - She was older than me.
我在电视上见过她 但我不认识她 I mean, I saw her on the TV and everything, but I didn't know her.
是啊 你... Yeah, you're....
对 Yeah.
-我真的很抱歉 -没关系 - I'm real sorry. - Don't be.
死亡并不耻辱 There's no shame in dying.
全体起立 All rise.
我否决要求法庭立即驳回的申请 I am going to rule against summary dismissal.
请确认一下我的日程 Please clear my calendar and schedule
安排周五早上的审讯 A hearing for first thing Friday morning.
谢谢各位 Thank you.
有人吗 Hello?
她经常放我鸽子 但最终还是... She's usually blowing me off, but eventually....
亲爱的 你得去泡个温泉 Girl, you need a day at the spa.
是啊 那是不可能的 yeah, I don't see that happening...
美容 美甲 足疗等一系列 The beautician, the mani, the pedi...the whole thing.
按1到10个等级算 你有多疼 Okay, 1 to 10, how's your pain?
-6级 -6级? - Six. - Six?
好吧 我看看该怎么办 All right, let's take care of that.
有时间吗 Got a minute?
她今天状态不错 She's feeling pretty good today.
莎拉 她感觉状态好的时刻 Sara, these lucid moments are gonna
会越来越短 间隔越来越长 Get briefer and further apart.
凯特的整个身体系统都在衰竭 Kate's in system failure now.
抵抗力几乎为零 Body defenses are at zero.
她的发烧是透析引起的 The fevers kate's been getting it's infection from the dialysis.
而且不仅她的四肢发烧 她的血液也很热 And it's not just in her arm or leg, it's in her blood.
我想知道怎么办 I wanna see how.
抱歉 莎拉 没有办法 I'm sorry, Sara, this is it.
我们无能为力了 We're at the end.
钱斯医生? Dr. Chance?
怎么了 小公主 What is it, princess?
不太好 是吧 No good, huh?
对 No.
还有多久 How long?
这很难说 It's hard to say.
如果没什么改变的话... But if nothing changes...
不会太久 ...Not too long.
"不会太久"? "Not too long"?
什么不会太久 Not too long what?
-会疼吗 -不会 - Will it hurt? - No.
我会有办法 I'll make sure of that.
听着 我不想听你谈这个 亲爱的 Listen, I don't wanna hear talk like that, okay, honey?
你只要坚持住等待手术 好吗 You just stay strong enough for surgery, okay?
好的 妈妈 Okay, Mom.
莎拉 你跟我出来一下 Sara, let's take a walk.
我给你介绍个人 Let me introduce you to someone.
这是斯瓦尔英珍小姐 我们的家庭健康助理 This is Miss Swearingen, our home health aide.
-你好 -你好 - Hi, how are you? - Good, how are you?
我很好 谢谢 I'm good, thank you.
您和"愿望成真"基金会的人谈过了吗 Have you spoken to the Make-A-Wish people?
你们什么意思 What is this?
是要给我讲如何度过完美的余生吗 What is this, the "quality of life" speech?
菲茨杰拉德夫人 你该考虑下带凯特回家 Mrs. Fitzgerald, you might want to consider taking Kate home.
-不 -让她更舒适点 - No. - Making her comfortable...
控制好她的疼痛 ...managing her pain.
我不需要收容计划 No hospices.
亨利 这什么意思 Henry, what is this?
你觉得我该带凯特回家去等死吗 You think we should take Kate home to die?
你想让我怎么说 莎拉 What do you want me to say, Sara?
这是个选择 It's an option.
我知道你不会听任何人的建议 Look, I know you don't listen to anybody
但我有责任告诉你 But it's our job to tell you.
死亡是生命的必然步骤 Death is a normal process of life.
这点你不得不接受 You need to acknowledge that.
我没法接受 谁能平静地接受 No, I don't. Who is this broad?
你和凯特谈过吗 你知道她的想法吗 Have you spoken to Kate? You know what she wants?
我不管别人怎么想 I don't care what anybody wants.
我们要做手术 We're doing the operation.
什么手术 莎拉 What operation, Sara?
你们的捐献者不是自愿的 You have an unwilling donor.
如果没有法庭指令 医院不会同意手术 The hospital won't even allow it anymore without a court order.
你以为我们对这事不知情吗 You think we don't know what's going on here?
您女儿快死了 您也许希望能... Your daughter is dying, and you might want to spend...
-和她快乐地度过她最后的日子 -听着... - ...some quality time with her. - Look it, sister--
好了 I did it.
看上去很棒 小心别碰坏了 They look wonderful. Don't touch them.
我得走了 去上班 I gotta go. Going to work.
-再见 -再见 我很快回来 - Bye. - Bye. I'll be back.
妈妈 你知道明尼苏达州 Hey, Mom? Do you know that Minnesota is known
是以它一万多个湖而闻名的吗 As the land of ten thousand lakes?
蒙大拿州大概是它的一百万倍 Well, Montana's got, like, a million times that.
我不知道 No, I didn't know that.
你为什么来这儿 What are you here for?
为了免费的鸡尾酒 The free cocktails.
是啊 欢乐时光 Right. Happy hour.
我叫泰勒 急性髓细胞白血病 I'm Taylor. AML.
我是凯特 急性早幼粒细胞白血病 Kate. APL.
-罕见 -是啊 - A rarity. - Yeah, right?
-你在好转期吗 -今天算是吧 - You're in remission? - Today, anyway.
-化疗? -对 - Chemo? - Yeah.
你不来医院的时候都做些什么 So, what do you do when you're not here at the hospital?
无所事事 Nothing.
等着发病再回来 Just wait for something that makes me come back.
也许我们可以一起做点什么 Well, then maybe we could hang together sometime?
是呀 Yeah.
好吧 Okay.
能给我你的手机号吗 Can I get your phone number?
好的 Okay.
谢谢 Thanks.
谢了 妈妈 Thanks, Mom.
我叫泰勒 I'm Taylor, by the way.
莎拉·菲茨杰拉德 很高兴认识你 Sara Fitzgerald. Nice to meet you.
好了 泰勒 你可以走了 Okay, Taylor. You're out of here.
5 5 5 5 5 5...
...0 1 7 3 ...0 1 7 3.
我得走了 Well, I gotta go.
我会打给你的 凯特 I'll call you, Kate.
-你觉得怎么样 -那男孩不错 - So, what do you think? - Girl, that boy is fine.
我就知道 你觉得他会打来吗 I know, right? So do you think he'll call?
我不知道 亲爱的 我... I don't know, baby, I....
喂? Hello?
我只是想确认下你没有给我假号码 Okay, I just wanted to make sure you didn't give me a bogus number.
放射治疗让凯特进入好转期 The radiation, which ultimately put Kate into remission...
却也使她的身体渐渐垮掉 ...worked its magic by wearing her down.
泰勒·安布罗斯 像一种神奇的魔药 Taylor Ambrose, a drug of an entirely different sort...
不断地给她以力量 ...worked his magic by building her up.
我们明天可能不能过去 I don't think that we can actually make it tomorrow...
你明天去接她行吗 ...So do you mind picking her up?
没问题 I can totally pick her up.
你还好吗 我在吃饭 你呢 Hi. How are you? No, just eating dinner. You?
谁的电话 Who is that?
她的新男友 泰勒 Oh, that's her new boyfriend, Taylor.
什么 她有男朋友了? What? She has a boyfriend?
他们一起坐在花坛边看书 They go to borders together and read books.
看上去可傻了 And it's really dorky.
-想看照片吗 -当然 - Do you wanna see a picture? - Yes.
给我那个包 Hand me the bag, please.
鸡肉 别碰着鸡肉 The chicken. Watch the chicken, please.
他是个不错的孩子 我喜欢他 He's actually a really good kid. I like him.
谢谢 Thank you.
确实很不错 He's, like, really good.
-很帅 是吧 -没错 - Cute, right? - Yeah.
你很厉害 小凯 You did good, Katie!
-怎么了 -没事 - What's the matter? - Nothing.
她回来了 She's home.
我尝到了环磷酰胺的味道 I can taste your cytoxan.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
没事的 No, it's okay.
我其实挺喜欢的 I kind of like it.
而且... Besides...
他们昨天说我的病又复发了 ...they told me yesterday I'm relapsing.
下周我也要开始化疗 I start chemo next week.
那味道倒是帮我省事了 Maybe it'll save me a dose.
和你在一起很开心 I had a really good time.
我也是 Me too.
你醒着吗 Are you awake?
现在醒了 I am now.
怎么样 约会怎么样 So how was it? Was it great?
我们接吻了 We kissed.
接吻了? You kissed?
什么感觉 性感还是恶心 What was it like? Was it sexy? Was it gross?
-舌吻了吗 -都不是 - Was there a lot of tongue? - No.
只是很美妙 It was nice.
你怎么知道该怎么接吻 How did you know what to do?
我也不知道 I don't know.
就那么发生了 I just did.
他手上有疤 He has scars on his hands...
是治疗移植物抗宿主病时留下的 ...from graft-versus-host.
我们牵手时我可以摸到 I could feel them when we were holding hands.
是不是感觉很奇怪 Was that weird?
感觉我们彼此相配 It was kind of like we matched.
进行多长时间了 How far into it are you?
刚开始 Just started.
跟你赌100块 A hundred bucks says you won't make it
3分钟之内你会把胃里的饼干吐出来 Till 3 without tossing your cookies.
你真恶心 You're disgusting.
你真是游手好闲 没别的地方可去吗 Such a slacker. Don't you have anywhere to be?
没有 你想做什么 No, nowhere. And what are you doing?
打发我走然后逃掉咱们打的赌 You're trying to weasel your way out of the bet?
我是想给你省点事儿 虽然... I'm trying to spare you. Although--
没事 Okay.
会好的 Okay.
给我 Here.
抱歉 Sorry.
别抱歉 明天就会轮到我了 给 What are you talking about? Tomorrow it could be me. Here.
不要了 No.
相信我 你需要的 Trust me, you need it.
相信我 Trust me.
有趣的约会 是吧 Fun date, huh?
看来你中午吃的是薯条 对吧 So you had french fries for lunch, huh?
你真恶心 You're disgusting.
你打赌输了 掏钱还债 And you lost the bet, pay up.
我没钱 我以身相许吧 I don't have any money. I'll pay you in sexual favors.
真是...真是不错 That's-- that's just great.
不如问问你妈妈 Why don't we ask your Mom about that?
你们继续下去的话 Keep it up and your next date
下次的约会只能是在抽骨髓的时候了 Will be during a bone-marrow aspiration.
开玩笑而已 Just joking.
但愿是吧 Yeah, I hope so.
我恨你 恨死你了 I hate you. I really hate you.
那个...医院... ...So the hospital...
要为患病的孩子办舞会 ...It throws this dance for sick kids.
确实挺傻的 就像普通的舞会一样 It's really dorky. It's done like a regular prom.
乐队 礼服 还有掺血小板的潘趣酒 With a band and tuxes and punch spiked with platelets...
去年我没有舞伴所以很无趣 ...and last year I went stag and it was really dumb.
我在想... But I was thinking...
你是病号我也是病号 我们可以... ...Well, you're a patient and l'm a patient, and maybe we could
我们可以一起去 We could go together.
-这太露了 是不是 -你真像香蕉 - It's a little low, don't you think? - You look like a banana.
我觉得很好看 很时髦 I think it's very nice. Very modest.
而且确实遮住了你的乳沟 And it does cover up a lot of cleavage.
是吗 那它能遮住这个吗 Really? Will it cover this?
-凯特 -走吧 - Kate. - Let's go.
你生气并不意味着一定要把线亮出来嘛 You're angry. Doesn't mean you have to take it out on the world.
她是个贱人 She's a bitch.
你没看她一直盯着我的头巾吗 Did you see her looking at my scarf?
-也许她喜欢那个图案 -是吗 - Maybe she liked the pattern. - Really?
-当然 -反正那裙子也不好看 - Yeah. - That dress sucked anyway.
难看死了了 It was awful.
我不去了 You know what? I'm not going.
反正我也不可能买到裙子了 I'm never gonna find a stupid dress anyway.
你不觉得其实每个要去那舞会的女孩 Don't you think that every girl
都会有这种想法吗 Going to the dance feels the same way?
我不管别的女孩怎么样 I don't care about any other girl.
我只想看上去漂亮 I just wanted to look good
极其漂亮 只要一晚就好 Really good, for one night.
怎么了 What?
-准备好了吗 -行了 下来吧 - Are you ready? - Okay, ready!
快过来 快点 Come here. Hurry, quick.
她要下楼了 She's coming down.
天哪 Oh, my God.
她来了 天哪 There she is! Oh, my God.
真是太美了 看她啊 That is just so beautiful. Look how beautiful.
她看上去美不美 Doesn't she look beautiful?
等一下 就站那儿 别下来 Wait, stay right there. Don't come down.
-亲爱的 你太美了 -她漂亮极了 - Honey, you look so beautiful. - No, she looks pretty.
好的 等等 等等 你能下来吗 Okay, wait, wait, wait, stop. Can you just come down?
我想看你俩... I wanna see your guys...
等下 凯特 站到楼梯上 wait. Kate, go back up the stairs for a second.
我希望你们能牵着手 I wanna see you coming down with your hands.
看这边 泰勒 Can you look this way, Taylor?
太棒了 等一下 这样就行了 Excellent. Wait, hold on, hold on, here we go.
等一下 我要照张一次成像 Wait, I wanna get a polaroid too. Hold on.
凯特? 让我看到你的脸 Kate? Can I see your face?
太好了 Oh, excellent.
好了 就这样 Okay, right there.
你们站到这边 这里就好 If you guys wanna stand right there. There we go.
-准备 站那边 -我没照到照片 - Ready? Okay, yes, stand right there. - I didn't get enough pictures.
再来一张 你挡住我了 亲爱的 One more, okay? You're kind of blocking it, sweetheart.
-你能迈几步... -我照好了 - Can you just step... - I got it.
凯莉 你挡镜头了 Kelly, you're in the picture.
我看不到他们了 I can't see them.
你们摆个在舞会里的造型 Listen, you guys stand like you're at prom.
对了 让我看见你上衣的花 You know, yeah, let me see that corsage.
亲爱的 我能不能... Sweetie, but can I just see...
说茄子 Say cheese!
太好了 看这里 There we go. Excellent. Hi. Hi.
真漂亮 Hi. Oh, sweet!
-这真是太... -别闹啦 - That's so... - Stop.
看上去不错 我喜欢 Yeah, looks good. I like it.
妈 妈 行啦 可以了 Mom. Mom, please. It's enough, okay?
我得记录下这一刻 好吧 I need to document this moment, okay?
前面再来一张 好 Just in front. There you--
我的天啊 太可爱了 好了 Oh, my God, that's so cute. All right.
凯特 凯特 天啊 Kate, Kate. Oh, my God.
-让我再用宝丽来照两张 -已经照过了 - Okay, let me just get a polaroid of it too. - Wait, you got some.
宝贝 Sweetheart.
等一下 亲爱的 Hey, hold on. Oh, honey.
好看吗 爸爸 Do I look pretty, Daddy?
准备好了吗 You ready?
玩得开心点 Have some fun.
我爱你 老爸 I love you, Daddy.
亲爱的 转身 我看看 Honey, turn around. Can I see--?
-就在那儿 -泰勒 泰勒 - Right there. - Taylor, Taylor.
希望信仰与真理 我始终难以理解 There was hope, there was faith, there was truth but I just couldn't get it
生命中有爱 我本能放手 但我不能 Now there's love in my life, can let it go, but I just won't let it
世事变化无常 却能抚慰心伤 Change has played its part and it healed my wounded heart
我要的我追的我想的 只是片刻真实 All I wanna do all I wanna be All I wanna feel is something real
你想出去走走吗 Do you wanna get out of here?
好啊 去哪儿 Yeah. Where?
我知道一个地方 I know a place.
天哪 我要摔倒了 Oh, my God! Oh, my God, I'm gonna fall!
我要摔倒了 I'm gonna fall.
泰勒 Taylor!
你想到过死亡吗 You ever think about dying?
没有 Not really.
那你不害怕吗 You're not scared?
不 No.
我要是没得癌症就不可能遇见你 If I didn't have cancer, I never would have found you.
所以我很高兴我病了 So yeah, I'm glad I'm sick.
我也是 Me too.
你还好吗 You okay?
是的 Yeah.
已经3天了 妈妈 It's been three days, Mom.
他不回我电话 留言也没回 He won't return my calls. I leave messages and he won't call me.
-你们是不是在舞会后吵架了 -没有 - Did you guys get into a fight after the prom? - No.
也许他很忙 可能是有急事 Well, maybe he's busy, you know? Maybe he went out of town...
出远门了 可能不是因为你 ...for an emergency? Maybe it has nothing to do with you.
我们做过了 好了吧 We did it, okay?
我们做过了 然后他就不理我了 We did it and now he won't call me back.
-你们做过了? -对 - You did it? - That's right.
"做过了"是什么意思 做了"那个"吗 What do you mean, "did it"? You did "it" it?
不 但是做了点别的 好了吧 No, but we did some stuff, okay?
"别的"? 什么别的 "stuff"? What kind of stuff?
妈妈 我不想跟你谈论这个 Mom, I don't wanna talk about it with you.
我一时发疯才告诉你的 I just told you because I'm mad.
-爱丽丝 -莎拉 - Alice. - Yeah, Sara?
你见过泰勒吗 Taylor, have you seen him?
怎么了 What?
我以为你已经知道了 I was sure somebody had told you.
永远 喜欢 你
停车 Stop the bus!
停车 停一停 Stop the bus! Stop!
让他停车 停车 老兄 Tell him to stop that bus! Hey, stop the bus, dude!
拜托 Come on!
真该死 Goddamn it!
夜半三更回家 Came home in the middle of the night
爸爸问我将来要做什么 Father says what you're gonna do with your life
亲爱的爸爸在我心中永远是第一 Well Daddy dear you're still number one
女孩们只想玩乐 Oh girls they want to have fun
女孩们... Oh girls they...
她们就是那样 That's all they really want
女孩们只想玩乐 Those girls they want to have fun
我回家的时候 When I got home...
在想我到底惹了多大的麻烦 ...I wondered how much trouble I'd be in.
伙计 你干什么去了 Buddy? What are you doing up?
-睡不着吗 -睡不着 - Can't sleep? - I can't sleep.
我要去医院陪你姐姐 Look, I'm gonna go to the hospital, spend the night with your sister.
你去吗 You wanna come?
好啊 All right.
-好吗 -好 我去... - Yeah? - Yeah. Sure, let me just--
我去弄杯咖啡 你准备一下 I'm gonna get a coffee, get yourself ready.
伙计 Hey, bud.
你没事吧 Everything okay?
没事 Yeah.
怎么了 What?
我能问你点事吗 Can I ask you something?
问吧 Sure.
你真的认为你能赢吗 You really think you're gonna win?
你想让法官违背安娜的意愿把她的肾判给你吗 You really expect the judge to take Anna's kidney against her will?
有很多先例的 Well, there's precedent.
哈特诉布朗的一案 马斯顿诉哈里森一案 There's Hart v. Brown, Masden v. Harrison...
-斯特朗科诉斯特朗科一案 -我知道 - ...Strunk v. Strunk. - I know.
另外 法庭才不会管那么多 Besides, the court should just mind their own business.
怎么了 你什么意思 Why? What's your point?
-你又来了 -什么 - Don't start that shit. - What?
-我是你妹妹 -我怎么了 - I'm your sister. - What shit?
无论如何我都支持你 真的 I'm behind you, no matter what. I'll do whatever, and I do.
我只是觉得你想的不够长远 I'm just not sure you're seeing the big picture.
什么叫长远 小莉 你说 What big picture, Kel? Spit it out.
我知道永不言弃对你很重要 I know it's important for you to feel like you never gave up.
我是说 I mean,
有一天你不用再为了孩子殚精竭虑 Who are you if you're not this crazy
那时你怎么办 Bitch mother fighting for her kid's life, right?
你为了这些事 But there's, like, a whole world out there.
放弃了全世界 You don't see any of it, nothing.
迟早有一天 你... Sooner or later, you...
你要停下来 You gotta stop.
要放手 You gotta let go.
我做不到 I can't.
她怎么样了 How's she doing?
她累坏了 透析把她累垮了 She's exhausted. Dialysis really wiped her out.
我想去海边 I wanna go to the beach.
-宝贝 你说什么 -她想去海边 - What did you say, baby? - She wants to go to the beach.
就这事她都念叨一天了 It's the damnedest thing. She's been talking about it all day.
爸爸 他来了 Dad, he's here.
你能数到几 5吗 You have to count to what, five?
你没数 Well, you're not counting.
-来数一下 -1 2 3 4 5 - You gotta count. - One, two, three, four, five.
好了 宝贝 Okay. All right, sweetheart.
好吧 败给你了 All right, you beat me.
孩子怎么样 How's our girl?
她想去海边 Well, she wants to go to the beach.
海边? The beach, huh?
这主意不坏啊 I'm not sure that's a bad idea.
去了海边也不会再恶化到哪儿去了 She is not gonna be any sicker at the beach than she is here.
也许还有好处呢 It might even be good for her.
-不会有什么危险吧 -不会 - Not too dangerous then, huh? - I don't think so.
她昨天透析过了 She was dialyzed yesterday and she
周五之前没有安排其他治疗了 Has no scheduled treatments until Friday.
我该怎么做呢 Um, how do I do this?
就这样带她走还是... I mean, just get her up and walk her out of here, or...?
让她休息一天吧 Discharge her for the day.
保险公司肯定不会同意的 The insurance company will definitely not approve this...
那要从急诊重新接受入院 ...so we'll have to re-admit through emergency.
但是如果你在7点前回来 But if she happened to be there at, let's say, 7:00...
让我在这里看见她 ...I just might be there to meet her.
好的 Okay.
就一天 It's one day.
凯特受了不少苦 病情也不会更恶化了 Kate's been through the wringer, so if it's not gonna make her any worse..
那就带孩子去海边玩玩吧 ...I say take the kid to the beach.
我不想为你而哭 I don't wanna cry for you
爸爸 怎么了 Hey, Dad, what's going on? hey.
没什么再能失去了 There's nothing left to lose
什么 What?
如果能让你感觉好些 我会为你而哭 If it can make me feel better, Than I'm gonna cry, cry for you
天啊 Oh, my God!
我不想为你而哭 没有什么能做的 I don't wanna cry for you, there's nothing left to do,
如果能让事情变好 我会为你而哭 If it can make me feel better, Then I'm gonna cry, cry for you
调暗灯关上门 Turn the lights down low and close the door
收拾东西 进去出来一分钟搞定 Get your stuff. March in, march out. One minute.
-怎么回事 -我们要去海边 - Hey. What's going on? - We're going to the beach.
-去海边? -去拿你的比基尼 - You're going to the beach? - Get your bikini.
-凯特? 你怎么在这儿 -妈妈 不 求你了... - Kate? Kate, what are you doing? - Mama, please. Don't--
等一下 你怎么把她从医院带出来了 Wait a second, what is she doing out of the hospital?
布莱恩 布莱恩 你会害死她的 Brian! Brian! It'll kill her!
把钥匙给我 我要带她回医院 Give me the keys, I'm taking her back to the hospital.
钥匙给我 布莱恩 给我 Give me the keys, Brian! Let...give me!
-你疯了吗 你会害死她的 -我和钱斯说过了 - Are you insane? You trying to kill her? - I talked to Chance.
我不管你和谁说过了 你会害死她的 I don't give a shit who you talked to! You are killing her!
明白吗 You understand?
带她去海边 我看你是带她去死 Take her to the beach, you kill her!
-来吧 -不 求求你 - Come on. - No, please.
-来 宝贝 没事的 -不 求你 - Come on, sweetie. It's okay. - No, please, please!
-别这样 -你看她有多难过 - Don't do this. - See how upset she is?
看看你都做了什么 See what you're doing?
-我会报警的 -随便你 - I'll call cops. - Do what you gotta do.
过去的14年我都随着你 Last 14 years I've let you have it your way.
过去的14年我都在救她 Last 14 years have been about saving her!
-今天的事和你无关 -你想破坏这一切努力吗 - Today is not about you. - You want to undermine that?
是为了凯特 It's about Kate. It is.
她想去海边 She wants to go to the beach.
-如果你愿意... -她会死的 - If you'd like... - She's gonna die!
-一起来 不愿意 我要离婚 -离婚? 太好了 - Better come, if you don't, I want a divorce. - A divorce? Great!
-好啊 -离你妈的婚 - Good. - You got a fucking divorce!
妈妈和我离婚了 上车 坐到车上去 We're divorced, Mommy and me are divorced. Sit in the car. In the car.
不 安娜 No. Anna!
上车 In the car!
布莱恩 Brian.
-把钥匙给我 太荒唐了 -住手 - Give me the keys! This is ridiculous! - Stop.
你会后悔的 知道吗 你会后悔的 You're gonna regret this, Brian. You understand? You're gonna regret this!
布莱恩 Brian!
凯特宝贝 你要回医院去 Katie, sweetie, you gotta go back to the hospital!
你眼中的光芒 让我迷失自己 Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
让我迷失自己 在你的臂弯中 Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
你声音的磁性 让我心跳加速 There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
希望这种感觉能永远持续 Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life
如果你知道我的生活有多孤独 If you knew how lonely my life has been
我已经孤独了多久 And how long I've been so alone
你知道我多想有个人陪伴 And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
用你的方式改变我的生活 And change my life the way you've done
家一样的感觉 家一样的感觉 It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
我感觉好像走在回家的路上 It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
家一样的感觉 家一样的感觉 It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
我感觉好像回到生我养我的地方 It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
碎了的玻璃 洒落在黑暗的长街 A window breaks, down a long, dark street
警笛声在夜里咆哮 And a siren wails in the night
但是我没事 因为有你 But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
我几乎可以看到 穿破黑暗的光明 And I can almost see, through the dark there is light
你知道这一刻对我意义如何 Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
对你的抚摸我已等待了多久 And how long I've waited for your touch
你知道你让我有多幸福 And if you knew how happy you are making me
我没想过会如此一个人 I never thought that I'd love anyone so much
家一样的感觉 家一样的感觉 It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
我感觉好像走在回家的路上 It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
家一样的感觉 家一样的感觉 It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
我感觉好像回到生我养我的地方 It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
看来除了听证会是没有别的办法了 I don't suppose there's any way around this without a hearing?
-恐怕没有 阁下 -有没有家务管理问题 - I'm afraid not, your honor. - Any housekeeping issues?
开放性提议? 证人规则? Open motion? Rule of witness?
好吧 我们开始 Okay, let's get started.
法庭传唤周肯尼医生 The court calls Dr. Kenny Chow.
医生们好像说了好长时间 The doctors talked for what seemed like forever.
他们说凯特是个奇迹 They said that Kate was a miracle.
她本来活不过5岁的 She should have never made it past 5 years old.
他们讲了器官捐赠对心理上的好处 They talked about the psychological benefits of donation...
失去一个肾对我的生活质量的影响 ...and how losing my kidney would affect the quality of my life.
他们都说他们没有过错 They all said that nothing was their fault,
这是个复杂的问题 And it was a very complex problem.
当他们接受提问时 When put to the test...
几乎所有人都同意我应该给凯特捐肾 Most everyone thought that I should give Kate my kidney.
但他们也说 我太小没法完全理解整件事 But they also said that I was too young to understand the situation fully.
但是谁也没说我多大才能明白 And none of them could say at what age I would be able to understand.
总之 他们和我一样 很困惑 All in all, they were like me, pretty confused.
你能哪怕只告诉我一个 But can you tell us one single benefit...
在这过程中安娜得到的好处 ...that Anna has received from any of these procedures?
是的 Yes.
她会救她姐姐一命 She got to save her sister's life.
法庭传唤布莱恩·菲茨杰拉德 The court calls Brian Fitzgerald.
喂? Hello?
是我 Hey, it's me.
怎么样了 What's going on?
我不知道我还能不能继续下去了 姐姐 I don't know if l can do this anymore, sissy.
会没事的 It's gonna be okay.
听见了吗 我保证 Do you hear me? I promise.
你和谁说话呢 喂? Who you talking to? Hello?
喂? Hello?
菲茨杰拉德夫人 安娜从多大就开始给姐姐捐献了 Mrs. Fitzgerald, how old was Anna when she started donating to her sister?
从新生儿时开始 She was a newborn.
5岁时 她开始捐献淋巴细胞 对吗 And at 5, she started donating lymphocytes, is that correct?
-都包括哪些过程 -采血 - What does that involve? - Giving blood.
-她同意了吗 -不 她才5岁 - Did anna agree to that? - No, she was 5.
你没问她是否介意在胳膊上扎针 So you didn't ask her if they could stick the needles in her arm?
我请求她帮助姐姐 她同意了 I asked her to help her sister, and she agreed.
真的吗 Really?
是否因为她反抗得厉害要两个护士按住安娜 Didn't two nurses have to hold Anna down because she was fighting so hard?
那她也不是完全同意 是不是 So she didn't completely agree, now, did she?
亚历山大先生 都是自己人 就不要卖弄了 Mr. Alexander, it's just us chickens. No showboating, please.
对不起 阁下 习惯了 I'm sorry, your honor. Force of habit.
菲茨杰拉德夫人 安娜第二次住院是什么时候 Mrs. Fitzgerald, how old was Anna the next time she was hospitalized?
-是凯特9岁时 她得了... -我问的不是这个 - When Kate was 9, she got a... - That's not what I asked.
我想知道安娜6岁时发生了什么 I want to find out what happened to Anna when she was 6.
-她捐献了粒性白细胞 -意味着什么 更多针眼? - She donated granulocytes. - And what's that? More needles?
是的 Yup.
那你问过安娜愿不愿意捐粒性白细胞呢 And did you ask Anna if she was willing to donate the granulocytes?
她姐姐需要她 她是唯一配型成功的人 Her sister needed them. She was the only match.
你问她了吗 But did you ask her?
菲茨杰拉德夫人 请回答问题 Mrs. Fitzgerald, answer the question, please.
不 没有 No, I didn't.
我们谈了很多 但是我没有得到她的同意 We talked about it a lot, but no, I didn't ask her permission.
下一个就是骨髓抽取 Next was the bone-marrow aspiration.
你能为我们描述一下那个过程吗 Could you describe that procedure for us?
他们把针放在安娜的臀部 They put needles into Anna's hips.
-扎到骨头里? 大针头吗 -是的 - Into the bone? Big needles? - Yes.
用手比一下 Using your hands,
针头有多大 Would you indicate to the court the size of those needles?
那是很痛苦的过程 对吧 那之后安娜需要住院 It's a tough procedure, am I right? Anna had to be hospitalized afterward.
-是的 -多长时间 - Yes. - For how long?
6天 出现了并发症 Six days. There were some complications.
我明白了 I see.
这么多加起来 你还认为是无害的吗 You add it all up, it's not so innocuous, is it?
听起来都难受 It's tough to hear it all hashed out that way.
你要说什么 法庭很了解他们的家庭医疗史 I don't see the point. Court's well aware of the family's medical history.
是凯特的 阁下 不是安娜的 Of Kate's history, your honor, but not of Anna's.
有道理 继续吧 Fair enough. Proceed.
菲茨杰拉德夫人 回想一下 只从安娜的健康这个角度 Mrs. Fitzgerald, looking back and only taking into account Anna's well-being...
你觉得你是不是 Do you think it's reasonable to
做得有点过分了 Conclude that you might have taken this too far?
只从安娜的角度上看 Looking at only Anna's situation...
是的 确实是 ...yes, it is.
但我要考虑到整个家庭 But I have to think about my entire family.
-凯特优先考虑? -凯特生病了 - But Kate comes first? - Kate's sick.
所以你用的是排除法 So this is a triage situation.
牺牲一个孩子的健康来成全另一个 是不是 Compromising one child's health on behalf of the other. Where's the line?
-对凯特来说这个生死攸关 -不说凯特 说安娜 - For Kate, it's life or death. - Not for Kate, for Anna.
-所以她才来这儿 -你偏题了 - She's why we're here. - That's a trick question.
因为安娜并不是这个问题中的唯一一个人 Because Anna isn't the only person in this equation.
要是只从安娜的角度考虑 是的 And if we were looking at it only from Anna's situation, sure,
是很残酷 It is brutal.
谁愿意被针戳来戳去的 I mean, who wants to be stuck and poked and prodded by needles?
你可以看着我说 And you can look at me and you can say
你怎么能这么对待自己的孩子 太可怕了 How awful I am for doing that to my child.
知道吗 是很可怕 You know what? It is awful.
但是不如给自己的孩子下葬更可怕 But it's not as awful as putting your child in the ground.
-你是为家庭考虑的 -这是我的责任 - You stand up for your family. - It's my job.
-你为凯特考虑 -是的 - And you stand up for Kate. - I do.
谁为安娜考虑 Who stands up for Anna?
没有问题了 阁下 Nothing further, your honor.
亚历山大先生 你的狗不用上厕所吗 Mr. Alexander, does your dog have to go to the bathroom?
不 阁下 但是我需要休庭 No, your honor, but I may need a recess.
那不可能 今天就要结束这个案子 I'm afraid that's out of the question. I wanna finish today.
请下一位证人 Next witness, please.
法庭传唤安娜·菲茨杰拉德 The court calls Anna Fitzgerald.
你要是不能控制你的狗就把它弄出去 I mean it. If you can't control your animal, I'll have him removed.
-嘉杰 安静点(嘉杰音同法官) -什么 - Quiet, Judge. - Excuse me?
不 不 我和狗说话呢 它叫嘉杰 No, no, I was speaking to the dog. The dog's name is Judge.
我不管它叫什么 让它安静下来 I don't care what his name is, I want him quiet.
举起你的手 Raise your hand.
发誓你说的都是真话 知无不言言无不尽吗 Do you swear to tell the truth, whole truth, nothing but the truth?
-是的 -说出你的名字以供记录 - Yup. - Please state your name for the record.
安娜·菲茨杰拉德 Anna Fitzgerald.
-妈妈 -宝贝 - Hey, Mom. - Hi, sweetheart.
你能告诉我们你为什么来这儿吗 来干什么 You wanna tell us why we're here? Why you're doing this?
为了医疗自由 For medical emancipation.
我不是问那个 That's not what I mean.
你爱你的姐姐 对吗 You love your sister, right?
你知道她病入膏肓了 为何还不帮她 You know she's sick. Why won't you help her?
你在里面干吗 What are you doing in there?
凯特 快开门 让我进去 Come on, Kate, just let me in!
发生什么事了 一股酒味 What's going on? It smells like booze in here.
-在举行一场小派对 -派对? - Having a little party. - A party?
对 死前欢送派对 Yeah, a going-away party.
再见 妈妈 再见 该死的医院 See you, Mom! Goodbye, fucking hospital!
妈的 Damn!
你在干吗 What are you doing?
我要去见泰勒 I'm going to see Taylor.
什么 不 不 What? No! No!
不 No!
你来这儿是为了医疗自由? So you're here for medical emancipation?
是 Right.
是的 Yes.
就这样吗 Is that it?
-那是唯一的原因吗 -是唯一的原因 - Is that the only reason? - That's the only reason.
你确定? Are you sure?
请等等 菲茨杰拉德先生 你有话要说吗 Hold, please. Mr. Fitzgerald, is there something you wanted to say?
不知道 有吗 I don't know, is there?
好了 最后一次警告 Okay. All right, that is the last time.
如果你不能让他安静的话 我要让法警带他出去 If you do not control him, I'm going to have the bailiff remove him.
我说真的 I mean it.
-阁下 -别说了 律师 - Your honor - Not another word, counselor.
请继续 Proceed, please.
-我只想要对自己的身体负责 -不 你不想 - I just want to be in charge of my own body. - No, you don't.
坐下 Down.
-要我来处理吗 -不用 别管它 - You want me to do something about this? - No, leave it.
蛮有趣的 It's kind of interesting.
所以你想要对自己的身体负责 Okay, so you want to be in charge.
对 那是我的身体 我想要自己做决定... Yeah. It's my body, I want to be able to make my own decisions...
怎么对待我的身体 ...about what to do with it.
不 不是 我了解你 安娜·菲茨杰拉德 那不是实话 No. No,I know you, Anna Fitzgerald, and that's not it.
那并不合乎情理 It doesn't add up.
过去一周到现在 你一直在逃避问题 For a week now you've been avoiding the question.
"我无法告诉你" "对不起" "我不想谈论此事" "I can't tell you." "I'm sorry." "I don't wanna talk about it."
当你姐姐在医院病情逐渐恶化的时候 You've been walking around like nothing's wrong...
你却像个没事人一样在那儿晃悠 ...while your sister rots in that hospital!
-我只是不想再那么做了 -我不相信你的话 - I just don't wanna do it anymore. - I don't believe you.
-安娜 你在隐瞒事实 -没有 - You are hiding something, Anna. - I'm not.
人们把他们的肾脏捐给完全不认识的人 People give their kidneys to total strangers.
-你最好马上说出实情 -我在说啊 - You'd better start talking right now. - I'm talking!
-告诉我实情 -我说的都是实话 - You start telling me the truth. - I am! I'm telling you the truth.
你没有说实话 因为如果你在说实话 我会不知道吗 You're not. Because if you are, I don't know you.
-上帝啊 安娜 告诉他们吧 -你给我闭嘴 - Jesus christ, Anna, just tell them. - You shut up!
-告诉他们我们为什么要起诉 -你向我保证过你不会说出来 - Tell them why are we here - You promised me you wouldn't do this!
告诉他们 Tell them!
-天哪 你们这群人实在太蠢了 -你向我保证过 - God, you people are so stupid! - You promised!
-凯特想死 -闭嘴 - Kate wants to die! - Stop it!
是她指使安娜做这些事 因为她知道她活不了了 She's making Anna do all this because she knows she's not gonna survive.
-你说谎 杰西 -不 是事实 - That's a lie, Jesse! - Oh, no, it's not!
凯特正濒临死亡 大家都心知肚明 Kate's dying and everybody knows it.
你只是太爱她了 不想让她死 You just love her so much that you don't want to let her go.
阁下 Your honor?
但时间到了 妈妈 凯特已经有心理准备了 But it's time, Mom. Kate's ready.
那不是真的 That's not true.
凯特会告诉我的 Kate would have told me.
-阁下 我... -妈妈 她有告诉你 - Your honor, I-- - Mom, she did tell you.
她告诉过你 She did.
你跟说了几百万遍了 你不想接受事实罢了 She told you a million times. You didn't wanna hear it.
亚历山大先生 Mr. Alexander.
那时 我才明白坎贝尔·亚历山大为何会 Right then, I understood the real reason...
接我的案子 ...why Campbell Alexander took on my case.
并不是为了臭名昭著 It wasn't for the notoriety.
他是一名癫痫病患者 He was an epileptic.
他知道无法控制自己身体的感受 He knew what it was like to not have control over his own body.
安娜? Anna?
小妹 Sissy.
天哪 Oh, my God.
别担心 Don't worry.
只是肾脏在适应新药产生的副作用罢了 It's just the new medicine getting ready for the kidney.
疼吗 You in pain?
疼? Pain?
我的整个人生就是一场苦难 My whole life is a pain.
要结束了 小妹 This is the end, sissy.
从现在开始只会变得更可怕 It just gets scarier from here on out.
妈妈会把我剁碎 切碎... Mom's gonna chop me and cut me...
直到我变成一碟蔬菜 ...till I'm a vegetable.
她用电线电击培氏皿里的两个细胞 Two cells in a petri dish that she shocks with an electric cord.
你会好起来的 You'll be all right.
结束了 It's over.
是时候该离开了 Time to go.
我需要你帮我个忙 小妹 I need you to do me a favor, sissy.
什么 What favor?
你可以解放我 You can release me.
你确定不要放假休息一下吗 Are you certain you don't wanna take the rest of the day off?
不用 阁下 我没事 Oh, no, your honor. I'm fine.
没必要休庭 对吧 Anything for a recess, right?
安娜 必须明确指出 So, Anna, for the record.
你有告诉凯特你要是停止捐献 那么她就会死吗 Did you tell Kate you would stop being a donor so that she could die?
-有 -那她说了些什么 - Yeah. - And what did she say?
爸妈会杀了我的 Mom and Dad are gonna kill me.
我该怎么告诉他们 What am I supposed to tell them?
告诉他们你也很重要 Tell them you're important too.
告诉他们你想踢球 Tell them you wanna play soccer.
告诉他们你想要当啦啦队长 Tell them you wanna cheerlead.
他们决不会相信我的 They'll never believe me.
不 他们会信的 Yeah, they will.
你想知道为什么吗 And you wanna know why?
因为那些都是事实 Because it's the truth.
-孩子 -我知道 - Oh, boy. - I know.
你害怕吗 You scared?
不怕 我知道我会没事的 No. I know I'll be okay.
你觉得会发生什么事 What do you think happens?
我是说 你会去哪里 I mean, where do you go?
我也不知道 宝贝 I don't know, baby.
但谁知道呢 But who knows?
任何地方 也许我会碰到泰勒 Wherever it is, maybe I'll run into Taylor.
你会等我吗 Will you wait for me?
什么 What?
如果你去了任何疯狂之地 你会等我吗 If you go anywhere crazy, will you wait?
我怎么知道如何找你 I mean, how will I know how to find you?
如果你真的迷路了或是害怕了... If you're ever lost or scared...
就去蒙大纳 ...go to Montana.
-蒙大纳? -是的 - Montana? - Yeah.
我会在那儿 That's where I'll be.
她说了什么 安娜 What did she say, Anna?
她说 "谢谢" She said, "thanks."
好了 我想审讯得差不多了... All right, I think I have enough information...
但在我做裁决之前 如果可以的话 But before I make my decision, I'd like to visit Kate,
我要去见见凯特 If that's all right.
很难说 大约在24跟48小时之间左右 It's hard to say. It takes from anywhere between 24 and 48 hours or so.
231室的病人要放射治疗 Radiology therapist to room 231.
亲爱的 感觉怎么样 Hey, sweetheart. How you feeling?
亲爱的 Sweetie.
你看起来不错 不错 Hi. Hey, you look good. You do.
瞧 我买了本书给你 Look, I got you this book, okay?
里面都是冥想 想象 康复之类的东西 It's full of guided meditations, visualizations, healing stuff.
真的对你很有好处 Really good for you, okay?
加油 Keep fighting.
人生还长着呢 A lot of living to do, okay?
-向我保证 -我保证 - All right, promise me? - Promise.
-保证? -我保证 - Promise? - Promise.
你泄露了秘密啊 调皮蛋 Hey, you let the cat out of the bag, you naughty boy.
我不知道该怎么做 I didn't know what else to do.
对不起 I'm sorry.
你知道你做了什么吗 Hey, you know what you did?
你知道你多么勇敢吗 You know how brave you are?
-来些披萨怎么样 -我就是来吃披萨的 - How about some pizza? - I'm up for that.
当然 当然好啊 Definitely. Definitely. Yeah.
-正是时候啊 -我去叫披萨 - Good timing. - I'll get the pizza.
安娜要一片披萨 那我就给她一片好了 Yeah, Anna wants a slice. I'm just gonna pass it out.
-要奶酪的... -不错 - There's cheese- - There's an idea.
还有意大利辣香肠 都要 And pepperoni and everything.
你们要奶酪的 对吗 You guys want cheese, right?
安娜要一块有奶酪跟意大利辣香肠的? Anna wants a piece. Of cheese, pepperoni?
我要披萨跟七喜 谢谢 I want pizza and 7up. Thank you.
你只要告诉自己 你会好起来的 You've just gotta tell yourself you're gonna get better.
告诉你的大脑自我治疗 当你睡觉的时候也这么想 Tell your brain to heal yourself and work on it while you're sleeping.
-好的 -我不是在开玩笑 - Okay. - I'm not kidding.
-好 我会的 我保证 -好的 - No, I will. I promise. - Okay.
潜意识真的是一个非常强大的东西 Subconscious mind is a really powerful thing.
对的 就像我在电视上看到的一位女士 Yeah, you know, it's like this lady I saw on TV.
她会跟她的癌细胞说话 叫它们消失 She would talk to her cancer cells and ask them to go away.
最终它们真的消失了 我可没编 这是真事 And eventually they did. I did not make this up, this is true.
-"消失吧 癌细胞" -对 就是那样 - "Go away, cancer cells." - Yeah, like that.
-"快消失" -说得比那更有诚意一点 - "Out." - Speaking more sincerely than that.
听过关于囚犯的故事吗 囚犯在里面关了10年 What about that prisoner story? Prisoners are in there for 1 0 years...
手握虚拟的高尔夫球杆练习 ...and practicing their invisible golf swing.
他们不断练习 然后大脑里想象着手握高尔夫球杆... They practice, and see it in their mind...
所以当他们刑满释放出来之后 成了业余高尔夫球手 ...so by the time they get out, boom, they're scratch golfers.
是真的 我甚至听过那些母亲... It's true. I've even heard about those mothers...
拥有超能量... ...the ones who get supernatural power...
她们可以举起一辆轿车 拯救她们的孩子 太神奇了 ...and they can lift up a car and save their babies. It's amazing.
-奇迹每天都在发生 -对的 - Miracles happen every day. - That's right.
这个世界不是由科学跟医学组成的 This world isn't made up of science and medicine.
世上有些世人都无法解释的能量存在 There are powerful things out there that none of us can understand.
看看那本书吧 里面有更多这样的故事 Read the book. There's more over here.
我们会看那本书的 我保证 我会看那本书的 We'll read the book. I promise,I'll read the book.
抱歉 大家该离开了 探视时间已经结束了 Sorry, guys, everybody's gotta go. Visiting hours are over.
-说真的 都出去吧 -我们才刚到这儿 - Seriously, out. - We just got here.
我们刚叫了外卖 我真的很饿 We just gotta eat. I'm personally starving.
希望很快再见到你 See you really soon, okay?
走吧 Come on.
伙计们 Hey, guys?
我爱你们 但你们可以先回去吗 I love you all, but could you go home?
我要单独跟妈妈待一会儿 I need some time with Mom.
我们走吧 走吧 Let's go. Come on.
你不想谈谈吗 You don't wanna talk?
不想 Nope.
你在生我气吗 Are you mad at me?
我没有生你的气 我就是生气而已 I'm not mad at you, I'm just mad.
你要休息一会儿 好吗 You gotta get some rest, okay?
你要坚强地面对手术 You be strong for surgery.
这是我做给你的 I made this for you.
是什么 What is it?
一切 It's everything.
是我们 It's us.
很不错 是吗 It was a good one, wasn't it?
最棒的礼物 The best.
记得那个夏天 当我要去露营的时候 Remember that summer when I went away to camp?
我很害怕会想念你们 And I was so scared that I'd miss you guys.
-记得 -在我上巴士之前... - Yeah. - Before I got on the bus...
你告诉我要坐左边... ...you told me to take a seat on the left side...
靠窗的位置... ...right next to the window...
那样我就可以向后看 看到你们 ...so I'd be able to look back and see you there.
我记得 I remember.
现在我坐在同样的位置 I get the same seat now.
会没事的 It's gonna be okay.
会没事的 妈妈 It's gonna be okay, Mom.
我保证 I promise.
我姐姐当晚去世了 My sister died that night.
我希望我能说 她奇迹般的康复了... I wish I could say that she made some miracle recovery...
但她没有 ...but she didn't.
她停止了呼吸 She just stopped breathing.
我希望能告诉你们凯特的死所带来的好的一面... And I wish I could tell you that there was some good that came out of it..
我们都可以重新回到生活轨道 ...that through Kate's death we could all go on living.
或是她的生命有某种特殊的意义... Or even that her life had some special meaning...
他们以她的名字命名公园 或是街道 ...like they named a park after her, or a street...
或是高等法院因为她而改变一条律法 ...or that the supreme court changed a law because of her.
但那些都没发生 But none of that happened.
此刻她就像一片蓝天上的白云 烟消云散了 She's just gone...a little piece of blue sky now.
而我们都得继续生活 And we all have to move on.
几天之后 来了一位客人 A few days later, I got a surprise visitor.
有人想要见你 Somebody here wants to see you.
嘉杰 Hey, Judge.
我来带这个给你的 I brought this for you.
我们赢了 We won.
你仍然得做家庭作业... You still have to do your homework and
当你父母叫你上床睡觉的时候 你就得去睡觉 Go to bed when your parents tell you to...
但现在你正式不再受医学控制了 ...but you're now officially medically emancipated.
90%胜算率 对吗 Ninety-percent success rate, right?
是91% Ninety-one.
我想我该走了 ...I suppose I should go.
谢谢你的拜访 亚先生 见到你真的很开心 Thanks for stopping by, Mr. A. It was really good to see you.
我也是 You too.
如果将来有任何需要... If there's ever anything else you need...
你知道的 ...you know?
好的 Okay.
嘉杰 Judge.
人生发生了质的改变 Life is different now.
在过去几年里 很多事都变了 A lot has changed in the last few years.
妈妈又回到了工作岗位 重开了她的律师事务所... Mom went back to work, rebuilt her practice...
并且生意很不错 ...and is now making a very nice living.
爸爸提早退休... Dad took an early pension...
现在致力于城市问题少年咨询顾问的工作 ...and now spends time counseling troubled inner-city youths.
杰西最棒了 And Jesse's doing best of all.
凯特死后 他的生活彻底改变 After Kate died, he turned his life around.
他回到校园... He went back to school...
拿到一所纽约不错的艺术院校的奖学金 ...and got himself a scholarship to a fancy Art Academy in New York.
纵然我们已逐渐成熟并且搬家... And even though we've grown up and moved away...
但每年凯特的生辰 我们都会一起去度假 ...every year, on Kate's birthday, we all take a vacation together...
而且总是去同一个地方 ...and it's always to the same place.
我永远不会明白为何凯特会死 而我们都得活着 I'll never understand why Kate had to die and we all got to live.
我想 无从解释吧 There's no reason for it, I guess.
生死由命 没人会理解 Death's just death, nobody understands it.
从前... Once upon a time...
我认为我是为了拯救姐姐的生命而生的 ...I thought I was put on earth to save my sister.
而最终 我却拯救不了她 And in the end, I couldn't do it.
我现在意识到... I realize now...
那并不重要 ...that wasn't the point.
重要的是 我有个姐姐 The point was, I had a sister.
一位出色的姐姐 She was fantastic.
总有一天 我肯定会再见到她的 One day, I'm sure I'll see her again.
但在那之前... But until then...
我们的关系仍旧在继续 ...our relationship continues.